Babysitting lacuna. Anticipating phone calls call. Rehearsing calm. Assistance granted. Sailing through the waiting game. Walking to buy some treats. Stopping to marvel at a snail's graceful progress. Irises appear. Bold new street art. Reward for good manners. Gingerbread squirrel. Unusually warm smiles from strangers. Blanket of drizzle. Prioritising an errand, just for me. Arriving at work late. Deciding to ignore the panic. Working methodically. Choosing generosity. Receiving unexpected gifts. Accepting complexity. Looking for nuance. Noticing kindness. Allowing myself to be seen. Allowing the struggle. Allowing the flow. Sleeping soundly.